"I'm safe being who I am on any given day"
-Bek
As an adolescent I thought of myself as being submissive, when in reality I adopted that role to protect my inner child.
Due to this I naturally attracted "dominate" partners. This was purely because I did not feel safe exposing myself. I was not truly confident in my thoughts or feelings. I "needed" someone else's thoughts, dreams and achievements in order to feel.
After 26 years I finally surrendered.
Surrendering to nurturing someone else's dreams, aspirations, thoughts, and feelings.
An Awakening.
